The Love Of My Life

Invisible. Thats how i used to look at myself. Words couldnt reach the ear; actions couldnt breach the border. Existence was a plain 9 letters word without a meaning. I blend perfectly into the crowds with nothing unique to distinct me among the rest. Like a chameleon, i camouflage into the nature instinctively.

Metaphorically, never could i have the role as a protagonist any theater of play. Apart from being spectator watching from the bottom, the best is just a supporting role. A benchwarmer. You reckon King Arthur, the wizard Merlin, the brave Lancelot, the loyal Gawain, but who remember Tristan? I was the least noticeable, the least favourite.

I dont know when it happened, but out of sudden, it just did.

Life was brought to a meaning. A purpose and something to look forward. Its like for once in your life, you know how the road bends and to where it leads. Its the best thing that ever happened. Im just head over heels, and crazy about it. The reason to have a smile each day; the reason that makes you realize just how beautiful the world is.

And the reason is her, my dear, Shu Fong.

me and my dear, Shu Fong
dining at Ferringhi Garden

She have the angelic face with shiny radiance complexion. A sweet smile of hers could set things straight, its like carrying a loads of "everything will be okay" in it. It calms you down and lifts you up. Soft spoken and polite; the beauty that could mesmerize the world as she might. Lips of a devil, silky hair; she's simply suave, sexy and sophisticated. Everything about her is just right, fits the missing puzzle. She completes me.

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you...

Just 2 more months and we could be together. She's currently taking her Masters in Newcastle, coming back in this September. GOD i miss her so much!


Shu dear, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!